Doing what I do best
My surgery was last Wednesday, and honestly I've either been in pain or drugged up so I haven't posted since then.
I'm feeling better now and I start my new job full time tomorrow. I'll be selling advertising and writing for Outlook magazine. I sold a few things last week, but I'm really geared up to give it a go now since the surgery is behind me. My publisher/editor is someone I trust and believe in and our graphic artists are top notch, so I think it's going to be a big success.
Savannah had a major meltdown this evening when she found out she was going to have to visit her dad for the first time next weekend. She doesn't like spending the night away from home.
Now that the move is over, I think all the kids have had time to think about what's happened and it's hard. Katie misses her dad and it makes me feel like I messed up their perfect lives. But the thing is, our lives weren't perfect, even if the kids can't realize that yet.
I wish I could have made it for them.
Anyway, my new grandson is actually an American Bull Dog/Dalmation mix, not a Lab. At least he's not a black sheep. We have quite enough of those!
I'm feeling better now and I start my new job full time tomorrow. I'll be selling advertising and writing for Outlook magazine. I sold a few things last week, but I'm really geared up to give it a go now since the surgery is behind me. My publisher/editor is someone I trust and believe in and our graphic artists are top notch, so I think it's going to be a big success.
Savannah had a major meltdown this evening when she found out she was going to have to visit her dad for the first time next weekend. She doesn't like spending the night away from home.
Now that the move is over, I think all the kids have had time to think about what's happened and it's hard. Katie misses her dad and it makes me feel like I messed up their perfect lives. But the thing is, our lives weren't perfect, even if the kids can't realize that yet.
I wish I could have made it for them.
Anyway, my new grandson is actually an American Bull Dog/Dalmation mix, not a Lab. At least he's not a black sheep. We have quite enough of those!
posted by Cas at 10:21 PM
2 Comments:
I'm glad your surgery went well and that you are getting back in to the swing of things. Good luck with the job. Kids will be okay - you are doing what is best for you and them. No need to stay in an environment that is not healthy and staying in a marriage just because of the kids is not the way to go.
Hope you get some writing in and things go just the way you need them to. E :)
I agree with elysabeth. You did what you needed to do to take care of your family. I am really glad you made it out of surgery ok. I'm sorry I haven't been around much. I don't get too much time on the computer. I love you hunny!!
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